I wish I could rip out my heart bc surviving with one is agonising.
I can hear the tortured wails as it tries to heal without you
There are days when the pain is so much, I cant function. I now know I will never be whole again.
Not without you. I need you so I can be me.
Bc you were my heart, my soul, my being.
The world is empty and I feel lost.
I need your beautiful smile and the comforting embrace to tell me it’s okay.
I need your sweet whispers and presence to make me stand up tall.
I cant do this without you.
I can’t continue without you with me.
I’m trying so hard yet I keep falling.
Bc you were my anchor, the one person who held me together.
And without you, I dont know who I am